AND YET. I CANNOT CRY!!!
NAN REN LIU XUE BU LIU LEI!

firstly. i forgot my Streaming Form
had to rush back and take.


morning soccer.
LAST GOAL BLUNDER. u ask the boys and u'll noe
its a ball that can happen one out of a million tries.
AND IT CAN HAPPEN..


den eat till 12+.
my training is at 3.
wait for verii long

THE THING I HATE BOUT 2/2 super indecisive. CAN LISTEN PROPERLY ANOT. WHEN PPL SAY GO OUT WHAT TIME WHERE DO WHAT ALL THESE. LISTEN LA. waa lao. last min can or cannot de?
WHY LET PPL'S DECISION AFFECT U. KNS.

and i still cannot believe it..
i super sian. den saw reiko. SHE LIKE IN A RUSH WALK OFF. verii.. verii! so i thought. OK.. SHE'S like that. ok!! so ... i...
asked her why in a rush? don wan reply
now tell mi becuz go out cannot reply.
*at least jus tell mi u're outside and cannot talk. *
u made me wait like a stupid retard there.

later. training
coach said. WHATS MY PROBLEM? SICK ARH
me: my legs injured. veri pain
coach: PAIN DEN CAN LIDDAT ARH. DON TRAIN LA IF CANNOT
me thinking: *IF I CANNOT WHY I COME. I FORCE MY SELF COME CANNOT? I LIKE VBALL THATS WHY I COME U NOE. U ASKED ME WHATS MY PROBLEM AND I TOLD U. I DIN THINK ITS A PROBLEM TO ME U NOE. SO??? WHATS THE PROBLEM?*

i alr on verge of tears. then comes the PUNISHMENT. WTF I DO NTH ALSO TIO PUNISH. WHY? STUPID PUNISHMENT. SEE US SUFFER SO FUN? Sicko.
1 for all, all for 1. WOW.. WHO THOUGHT OF SUCH WONDERFUL PHRASE?
how about. *WHO makes mistakes, WHO get punished ? huh?*

Went to hub to meet reiko agn. so. i TOT she say her house coffeeshop.
her: ok take ur time walk i meet u at coffeeshop
OK DEN I REACH LE. walking sooo slowly since its aching.
her: heys. i meet u at hub instead bye.
OK!!! den i walk slowly. there.
i nearly droped my tears down. soo nearly.
*u noe its verii dissapointing for U to say tat to mi? *
so u asked mi if i'm ok. i said i'm not. u asked why and i told u why
den.. i felt like u totally IGNORE MI. i have the feeling like u said: "do u think i care? its not my problem." *am i a dirt in ur eyes? tell mi! at least i'll noe.*
den. gonna buy the tickets. it was $7.50 instead of $6. so.. i had to pay xtra anws.

now reach hoome. first thing is what?
EH COME HOME SO LATE ARH?
cant u tell mi. heys hows today?
CANT I GET A BREAK!? noo!





yes! i'm a person born with no talent. no skills. no height. no proper attitude. no common sense.
ok! but i was hoping what ppl say. SOONER OR LATER UR HARD WORK WILL PAY OFF.
well. I AM! i am waiting for it to pay off. but. i dont see it u noe? i dont see it? or is it too late.
everything i do is too late

PSLE. i studied too late.
STREAMING. i studied too late
VBALL. i practiced too late
VBALL MATCHES. i lose the important balls.
whats more? i cant think!

yea. i hope today. i can sleep and forget like i used to. uhhuh. so.
tomoro's thing. if i again feel moody. i will try stay at 1 side. i don wan dampen ppl's mood u noe. yea. I APOLOGISE TO EVERYONE FOR MY BLUNDERS, MY RUDENESS, MY ATTITUDE.