Can BLOW THINGS UP.

Ytd. played with 6g frens. plus my frens fren(ah puii) and ah puii fren.
sian eh so lil ppl
all cheating ppl
all cant go.


hais. in e end 2 come sleep at my floor( my house so good arhs...?)
in e end played CHEAT. LOLS.

* For the next part. There will be Explict Content.*
*NC- 16*


later go play with weird strangers soccer agn
saw "interesting ppl"
1 ah pek go join youngsters play.
strong hors. sibeii fit!
vulgarities flying everywhere.. >.< cuz their "plan" fail or what. aniihow kick sometimes.
patern too mch also

AT HOME is the problem
i just talking to mom. i jus "spike" the room
my sis give that fcking "EEEEK" expression to me.
i'm freaking pissed. i was thinking of ramming the washing machine but just soft whack.
WTF.. MY SIS HID BEHIND MOM LIKE I SOME MONSTER. b!tch.
i human rite? den SCARED WHAT SHIET?
MOM scold me like fck what i not matured?
SAY:" she is extrovert. meaning body language can see how she feel. u introvert so more diffiicult ma. and just because her expression is a little extreme. cannot arhs? everyone has expressions. u also have rite? u no choice but to accept rite? u don let her show any expression den what u want her to do. u can hog the com like mad she don DARE to use. she so scared she's avoiding u."

ME says: she could've asked rite?

mom: " yea yea. den u'd throw tantrums den give her. "

*continues for a few minutes till my diarrhoea stoped the conversations..*

fcking hell.
its like what u did to me last time isit not?

U SCOLD ME LIAOS
DEN U ASK ME. WHY U BLACK FACE?
WTF. U SCOLD ME I MUST HAPPY ARH? I MUST BE A LUNATIC THEN.

WANNA PLAY AVOIDIN GAME ARHS CAN!
U HAB MOM ON UR SIDE. DAD TOO. ITS OK! U YOUNG MA. CAN BE MORE CHILDISH MA
OK..

ASSHOLE. LIKE U NVER SEE ME GIVE THE COM NICELY TO U AND PLAY. I GOT LAR!
WTF. EXAGERATE LIKE I SOME DEMON. PLS LA. U CAN EXAGERATE I CANNOT ARHS?

E.g U SEE ME HIT A WALL( NOT FULL STR) U CAN SCARED LIKE U GONNA FAINT. U SURE?

anyone whose reading this. can believe u have this kinda girl? p4 nxt year le? with "weak heart"?
the girl who keep talking bout she wan nehneh called "weak"
the girl who keep hanging out flirting with boys is called "weak, you zhi( pure )"
WTF how to understand?

When i am NOT showing anii feelings.
parents say i black face.
sometimes..
even my frens say.
Eh, EMO ARHS?
FCK LA EMOTIONLESS CANNOT ARHS

momSays: u cannot accept. at least adapt la. we live by adapting.

DEN ADAPT TO MINE. I PLAY COM ALOT? CANT I?
I DONT SHOW MCH OF MY EXPRESSION TO U GuYS. ACCEPT IT.
if u cant. WHY SHOULD I





u want me to go to the"dark side"? fine. WAIT LONG LONG.

this is MY theory of life.

if there is happiness there is always angriiness too
so if u are emotionless, u wont get angry.
RIGHT?

and STILL I GET CALLED EMO OR BLACK FACE. WTF


Wanna play avoiding game? can!
u say U DON DARE ask rite
DON ASK la!
U USE FOR ALL I CARE.

I STUDY ALSO CAN
I GUITAR ALSO CAN.
U WANT ME GETTOUT OF THE HOUSE. ALSO CAN.

U WAN ME FIND GANG ISIT?
SO I NOT ALONE ISIT?

fck u mans i will definitely NOT go.
i still noe whats right and wrong.

i WILL find something to do.
i just need RELIABLE frens. =D

frm now on. HOG THE COM FOR ALL U WANT.
FAIL UR EXAMS FOR ALL I CARE.

SIS, U WANNA CHALLENGE ME. COME ON.
don dare talk? OK! DON TALK TO ME.
wana avoid? AVOID LA. WE WILL NOT BE IN THE SAME ROOM AT ALL NOW

whichever room u pick. i'll pick the other one. EVEN IF IT TAKE TO GO TO THE TOILET STUDY. BATHROOM EAT. WHAT EVER. I WILL DO IT.