kk lets start with...

YESTERDAY

lose to westspring. FCKING FEDUP. lose de reasons?
1st receive. WESTSPRING LEIS. who heard of it? no one!

its a disgrace to me. DIU LIAN can? i'm not a person who likes to lose. so ya plz understand. i have NO one to talk to. so i juz have to type and wait for someone to see.

me. peichun person. went to a sch with weak vball! all of em went to good schlls!!! cathigh.cedar.nanyang.xinmin. me? amk! best was c'boys national 3rd. b'boys 2nd. CANT MY BATCH BREAK DA RECORD?? i hate myself being unlucky. SOOO unlucky.

went home to cry till happy. yep den felt better.


TODAY

Today got more things to say..

LOSE TO VICTORIA. FCKED UP

i don wan insult vballers but i wanna tell u all how i think of my team after we lose.. i don tell ppl white lies to make ppl happy.

They are all good frens. but when it comes to vball...


Chinleong suspend for vulgar. center gone
Nick suspend for s_ _ _ _ spiker gone
Doug.. nver go train? 2nd spiker gone...
AhHan. injury.. don wanna elaborate tat one our 1 and only setter. GONE

so. what are we left with?

SubSet. casp.. somehow i cannot win him in arguements. nvm. heard of a subset who dunno setting skills properly?


Spiker. me i become a person who steal balls cuz i scared others cant receive well. yet i myself made mistakes. i think i'm selfish this way. but i DID GIVE THEM TO RECEIVE. AND WATCH THE BALL FLY OFF... i noe i also at fault. being angry in the match. veryyyyy selfish of me. but i really tried to control myself from crying in e match.


Center. curry STARPLAYER! CAPTAIN! see his performance. deprove alot le.

Den our reserves. or i shuld say. SUPER RESERVES

Setter. Joel he at match. veriii blur. i dunno how to help him. how much comforting wont help

Spiker. jonny. he quite helpful alr. buy quite blur at times. CRUCIAL times

Center. Winston. he sec 1. but den. WHO TEACH HIM SIDESPIN DE I WAN WHACK HIM. he deproved alr.

Libero. Marcus. Ya everyone calls him "cute". okays i get it! a subset from cat high pri! i dunno he no str of sumtink. but he swing hand when receivin. all fly off. i guess what i think is always true. libero's are the worst receivers. =.=

i learnt ALOT from all this losses. yeap. i dunno whether they're correct but i will decide them myself.. let me list them.

-DON swing hand when ball to high. DON EVEN SWING EM.

-Spiking. cannot usefull strength or miss cue easily.

-My left hand is getting stronger.

-Lose alr. cant cry.. [ i wont listen to that. crying make me feel better after that]

-Singing in bus don't really help

-Zi high jumps high [its diff to zi high cuz will no str soon, but useful]

-Team spirit is SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT. [ we don hab team spirit. ]

-Confidence to play is important. NoGuts= lose [ when ball in between ppl. DON SCARED JUZ SHOUT AND GO. whoever who scared de. u ownself noe. i no nid point out. wan argue till win? nvm u'll lose out sooner or later]

-Shouting Boosts your CONFIDENCE [SHOUT "LET GO!" DEN JUZ GO! DON NID SCARED! NO GHOSTS AROUND!]

-1st receive FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT SKILLS.. [EVERYONE must be good in it. i myself good also not enuf. other ppl ownself good. also not enuf. nid everyone]

-losing a setter can cost ur life [ no main setter. u cant set well. u cant spike. u cant win point. tats it]

-Flirt with girls. and u'll get injuries

-If the team don't play well. try ur best to support. if it doesnt work. ur heart noes u hab tried ur best.

-U play at ur best can alr. sooner someone will notice. if they did not notice. this means u're not up to the standard yet(or height)

-Does hard work ever pay off?

-Life still goes on. whether happy or sad. so why not continue be happy?

-Saying "Sorry" "My Fault". don't help. but ya makes the person who says it feel better. yep.


there's still more. i'll add on when i can think of it.




WHAT I HAV BEEN THRU IN DA NATIONALS

-I Neglected my pri sch frens when they ask mi go out [sorry]
-I Neglected my classmates when they ask mi go out too [sorry]
-I was selected for NOMAD as 1 of e characters. and i was pulled out of it [Miss Kong. i wanted to see u personally and tell u sorry cuz i cannot help out. i really liked drama.]
-I could not even help out in NOMAD alr [ i din even do a thing to help, thats why i'm sad]
-I attended EVERY TRAINING If possible.
-Circuit training i did it to the best i can. [yet. miss tan was angry as WHOLE team nagging how tiring it was.]
-I Neglected my relatives that asks me to go for oversea trips [sorry. we'll go at end of year?]
-I even trained my physical at home when i have the time.
-All my tuition. studies revision. I neglected them.Postponed them.Canceled them.Rescheduled them JUZ TO GO FOR MY TRAINING.


and this is my RESULT

4th in SouthZone.
Out in Nationals in 1st round. [ONLY]
Our Bus ride alr very good.
ALL MY HARD WORK.Sweat. had gone to waste.
DOES HARD WORK EVER PAY OFF.

am i juz born unlucky?
am i fated not to do well?

nvm. thats where the song comes. LIFE GOES ON~~~

kk. thats all. haha

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