Hahas. nothing much has changed eh
all the same usual day it is

Well

once again.
mom gimme those usual "scoldings"
oh wait she'll say she's just talking.
and i cant retort back
cos why?
i'll definitely lose. cmon how can a kid overtalk the parents? if u do, they'll whack u or something right?


then they babooom u alr, they still expect u to stay happy?
come on, I CANT EVEN SHOW A LIL SADNESS?
ok i'll hide it. i became emotionless if u want it so much.

and whenever u talk to me i learn to be emotionless to prevent harm to myself.
and what now. u say you dont understand me and u're trying to do so.
but i dont think u are. i dont know.

probably being on msn is also a problem, thats because i interact with my friends MORE than my parents(?) and thats a problem for them i guess.

probaly facebook-ing and gaming is a problem, cos i liddat not focusing on studies. yea i can agree but don say till like i bann from it yea?

oh listening to musics from laptop also cannot.
thats because they say i'm GAMING.
isnt that great?

this goes back to the first point, whats a laptop for? what did you say the laptop is for?

alrights, then i go do homework and revise,
wow.. and the problem goes on and on.

i dont have 48 hours a day, i cant do everything i want,
i probably cant have the best of both worlds, but i am trying okays?
u treat it as though i'm not putting in effort and u're putting every single inch of ur effort.

how do i trust ur solutions to problems when 3 out of 5 times are wrong??
how do i trust ur solutions to problems when mine were actually correct until u changed it?
have i placed my trust wrongly?

whats the point giving a glass without water?
whats the point giving u a no battery phone without a charger?
whats the point giving u a fully charged phone without a plan?
whats the point giving me the answer without a question?
whats the point giving me a car without a lisence?
whats the point giving me a room but telling me not to stay in it?
whats the point giving me a choice when u have already decided?
WHATS THE POINT?


i dont see a reason why..
but life still goes on as per normal. so i have to live it well. =)
i must be here alive for a reason.

tsk. posting this. parents called me out 5-6 times alr.
guess i better go or deja vu.



material goods arent everything.

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My life isnt getting any better now
i have no idea why.

NOTHING is smooth sailing. like i get a 1000 years of unluckyness?

maybe its because its the month of my sis's bday =.=


i cannot stand it.

i seem to be FLARING UP everyday, probably its cause of minor minor acts/problems piling up.

now living in my grandparents place.

i can only say i love my grandpa.

no one in this family knows what i truely want.
they all think " ah he play com only la, just get him a laptop, if not later he black face or what cannot tahan"

in my head i was like "what the @#$@!"
i can live without com for awhile.

but here i am blogging. why?
- MY DAD WENT TO GET A NEW LAPTOP

so should i go hurray i got one?
ppl go say "ahh its just for u"

bullshit.
it aint JUST for me.
i don't wanna hear white lies. its for themselves and my sis
the moment they teach my sis, i dont feel safe anymore.
i mean, its gonna get a virus sooner or later
if she don't understand what i say
how can she understand instructions?!
thats why i'm so afraid of her. she does the "SMART"est things even I cannot think of.

Primary 4. and she still acts like "papa~ i want huggy~" like she is a princess in her fairyland.
gosh... when she can scold words like "_uck" and have "friendship problems"
how did she even become a prefect? act guai lo. thats all i can say.
you don't see all REAL NICE people being prefects nowadays.

and how does it feel like living an everyday life during the HOLIDAYS, u wake up at 4am,5am,6am,7am, and woooo its time to work/study/training. and others blame u for not being awake. while they SNORE SO LOUD. u canNOT sleep.

how do you feel being controlled by 2 control freaks?
1 says "chi bao le ma"
2 say "eat alr?"
1 "ni chi she me le?"
2 "nice?"
1 "hao chi ah?"
2 "so what did you eat?" *points to this* WHY ARE THEY REPEATING IT?!?

thats why i got fed up?


they want you to get good grades, and here they come getting you a laptop and hope u'll make sure u'll control
EVEN THOUGH U SAID U CANNOT CONTROL.

this was quite awhile ago.
they said they gave me a choice ( bullshit, it was an ORDER)
1. go my ahyi place
2. go my gma place stay which i alr am

ok lets see..
at my ah yi house.

There's
-air con
-own room
-prepared dinner
-nearer bustops.
-comp

last but not least

- AT LEAST A TABLE to study

which here all don't have.
and why i am here is cos
-mama say " u want u go there stay alone lo"
-gma 'i wont be happy face'
-they make me feel guilty as though its my fault.

THEY SAID THEY GIMME CHOOSE LEI.

fine. i now here.
i get 2 control freaks.
both thinking they know what's BEST for me.

you know what i want?

I WANT PEACE.
I WANT MY OWN. PERSONAL. TIME.

why cant they give me like an hour to myself.

lets state an example.

i was at my ahyi place..
i said to myself "ahh finally the com. lemme use awhile"
all said "ok"
so i was surfing onemanga.

2minutes only they mom "TREVIS COME FOR DinNER"
and i said. kk.. coming gma"hong zhou ah, chu lai chiii"
i had to leave. so i go eat.

i went back.. read a page, went to the next.
ahyi"trev i tot u want longan? come eat!"

ok. i went to eat.

came back sitdown..
see 2 more page..
"trevis~ papa and uncle buy food, come eat"
and they gimme some pai gu noodles
i said. dad"come son try abit"
*pours all the noodle to the plate for me*
like. WTF

u guys must be thinking. after ur dinner, ur supper here come the next. DINNER.
so i blew up.
" I EAT ALR LA"
uncle "eh here's the dry pai ku, eat eat."
" U NOE WHAT? i've taken my lunch at 4.30, I ate my dinner at 6-7+, Supper which is my longan just now. AND ?BEFORE U ALL GIMME I SAID I FULL ALR, U ALL STILL ASK ME EAT?"

i practically stuff everything and wend back in.

then later.
ahyi"heys still got alot longan. come eat"
bo bian. i go eat again.

and so i eat, i read manga..
and mom"EH SON, go home alr~"


LIKE WAHHH LAO EHS

I CANT FINISH A CHAPTER OF MANGA IN PEACE.

I SHOUTED "CAN GIME 1 HOUR OF PEACE ANOT!"

and they scolded ME!
i noe i mei da mei xiao alr.
but I CANNOT TAHAN.
i have my LIMITS.
arghs.













volleyball matches...
aint that cool for me.
i lost the "feeling" within me. that touch of the ball.
i lost it.
i donno its due to the immense stress coming from my parents or its just me
i have NO energy to think, to feel.

i donno if u guys can understand what i mean.
the stress i am is

i give you a blunt 2b pencil, and an A4 size paper. Help me draw a picture of a dog,cat,mouse,tiger,lion,trex,hamster,racoon,platypus. The background scene is a beach with forest trees. and then, colour it please. make sure the CAT stands out the most. and finish it within 1 hour.

to do a beautiful work of art like this and u don't have ERASER, TABLE, how to do a great piece of work?

ok lets talk bout today.
SS bonding singapore.
what eveyone got equal chance.
if u're poor, u no chance go oversea learning programmes and lose out.
right? crap
if u rich, throw money and u got so many chance of ppl want u in their TV ad's and all. and u'd be famous near ur friends.

wooooohoooooooooooo....
there she goes again.

SEE WHAT I MEAN.
now

my parents just OPEN MY DOOR (without knocking whatsoever)
and then "eh u want over midnite slp then u happy isit"
and give THAT look (guys and girls who have been child before, u noe THOSE look that makes u go ARGH) rite..

i cant even POST this in peace without disturbance. great aint it?

i wish for a thing
i'm not miss universe asking for WORLD peace.

but i just want a PEACE TO MYSELF, 1 hour a day of peace and meditation. thats all i want.. thanks...

P
E
A
C
E

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Friday. was the day which i say
get THIRD for interhouse. FOR ONCE. yeah.

not bad la. but. wasnt satisfied. havta aim for first.

I played badly during integrity. din dribble and defend well enough.
was told to solo. but.. i shall not talk in details.

let me thank..

YuXuan - without that fingertip save. harmony would've scored.

Macus - without the winning goal. we would'nt have won.

Mustafa - without a captain how to play?

Sheng Xiong - u played even though u sprained ur leg. thanks

Heng - last min come to save us. thanks

Andrew - Thanks for LISTENING TO ME LIKEE A ROBOT U ARE. thanks.

Khwanfa - If earlier u never play with Creativity. the score wouldn't have been 1-0

Yong Guang - Though u sick. u played well during Creativity.

Yeo Jun Jie - Thanks for diving so much agaisnt integrity. u tried very hard. and harmony's match too!

James - Our SPURing Manager

Jaselyn - Hahs! I din break my promise to u! so thanks for MORAL supporting!

Iggy - Thanks for the MORAL SUPPORT. though u exagerated! thanks =x

Benjamin,Vince,Jenson - I love u guys. without your SHOES. i couldnt have done it! LOL

and many many more who were there!


Alrights.


Republic invitational match..
third also.
nothing much to say except against bukit panjang.

I'm sorry that i din save that final final final final points
me and winston get some blurblur at that part..
i lost my service..
that final dive..
MY BLOODY HAND WASNT LONG ENOUGH TO REACH. and lost 23-25.
we fought back so hard just to lose?!

i couldn't stand it.
i regreted playing soccer to my max on friday at tat moment.


- I couldnt jump
- Couldn't sprint

i would just vent all my anger and regrets here.. and my mistake and LEAVE IT HERE.
- I must "qu wei" faster and further
- I must jump higher
- I must react faster
- I must be able to see empty spaces
- I need to shout alot alot more till THOSE PPL WHO SAID I NEVER SHOUT hear.
- I need to be more stable (less out. more point winning)
- I need to encourage and improve ppl
- I don like ppl to tell me "chill, relax, cooldown, lengjing, don jidong" cos i'm actually serious in playing. i am really really serious in winning.
- I don like ppl to tell me "eh u werent serious, eh u are not the best, eh.. u are SHORT( ps i NOE ALR CAN?) "
- I learn now. save energy for a tournament itself. for volleyball itself.

mdm yau, when u said "aft i do things and make mistake. i wont dare to do again" pls think from another perspective. I'm trying out diff ways to gain the pt. when i whack too mch out. i am thinking how to gain points in another method. not cos i'm scared to make the mistake. i just thinking later i try i OUT again. waste point rite.

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Class Drama!
It was all sweet man! =DThough i couldn't act. Rohit took my role. and well. i guess its ok..
its his "last act" anyways. hahas.

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I have no idea. i just..

well.. i have been thinking alot lately.

so yea.

when eu say i emo or attitude i tend to ignore cos i was in deep thought..

i'm deciding
what i should do.
what i CAN do.
what i WILL do.

for things

tough choices.

so i finally well cleared some doubts in my head.
do what i can. what i must.
u sad till cannot sad. also should not show it. =D

some things u have to forget and look ahead. =D
u have to do things for URSELF. not for others.
its too difficult to do things for others. cos, WHAT CAN U GET IN RETURN? try so hard den hors u get nth back. pek chek u noe..
but if it does..
its really worth it.. =D





MANY MANY THINGS HAPPENED ALSO. GOSH. cannot be explained by words.
Ah Chua become councilor.
had the shock of my life! =x
she look so. LOL.
shocked mans!
cannot playplay with her liaos.
XD


Test's next week.
LOVE them
they make me study so i MYE no worries. =D if i wrong i noe where i wrong and can improve on em.
COOL RITE!
so LOVE this test. =D

I LOVE TESTS I LOVE TESTS I LOVE TESTS I LOVE TESTS I LOVE TESTS I LOVE TESTS.

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Today i donno why

sam and mi saw that 2012 is the end of the year. But i don wanna believe it!

http://tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,198328,00.html

real the news! its quite new.

if u are religious.. den u might wanna go here!

http://www.greatdreams.com/end-world.htm

seems like some plasma ball or what is gonna hit earth on 2012 December. 21th to 23th.

and it may possibly wipe out ALOT ALOT OF PPL.
leaving few survivors..

obviously everyone. in ur head is.
I SHALL BE THE SURVIVOR.
but. think again.
CAN U DO IT?

if u seen this news.

http://abcnews.go.com/International/story?id=5301284

PPL ARE ALREADY PREPARING.

den i was like.
oh my god. i wait longlong la.
in short.
it cuts out all electrical supplies, all things will practically stop. its like TIME STOPPED. gettit?

u wanna survive?
-don use com
-cook ur own food WITHOUT fire starter, without this and that.
-learn how to distill to get pure fresh water.
-get own clothing
-hunt ur own food (who says u can buy?)
-try not smsing and contacting ur friends =D

these are onli the basic essentials so good luck. =D

but 2012. i'm onli 18 and i barely celebrated my bday! =(.

this onli means.

1. i cant get driving lisence
2. i cant complete ns.
3. i cant get in uni at all
4. i cant get married HAHA.
5. i cant play vball!
6. i cant represent games at all?!
7. i cant use com
8. i cant meet up with ppl
9. i cant eat good food by then
10. i cant celebrate my bday well since all are preparing for THESE.

so my eighteenth birthday hors.

i prepare first.
i want.

1. a master to teach mi how survive the new age.
2. i want all my friends and everyone i know to join mi and survive this. Especially...
3. THIS END OF EARTH THINGY TO NVER HAPPEN.

i mean.
if NASA says so. how can u deny?
unless it just wanna make itself popular.
oh well.
better be safe den sorry rite? =D

hahas. tats all i can say.
XD

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Today's Weather was the warmest YET.
i bet this is only the beggining of hotness. XD

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Today we challenged dunman and yishuntown at nyjc.

got thrashed.don wanna tell u e scores man. i'm too embarassed to say

First is dunman.
tall. strong. zomg.

2nd is Yishun town
weaker den dunman by abit onli. nth to say la.

without gary teehao and junwei so difficult to play mehs?

guys. tell mi? isit so difficult? i tink its ok.

what happen to our first receive?
did we play as a team?

next time we block. the behind will cover. so. the front person don nid worry. k?

soonheng told me how to attk. but the thing is. i dont have the time to see the empty spot when the ball is setted badly. and the cause is all our first receive sucked!jia yu trying his best alr..

i first few game trying to cheer us on. but den...

every attk was blocked blocked blocked. so dropball.
also cannot kill em.
whats wrong mans?
why me and arthurs. loop shot all out? the court got problem?
what happened to my drop? gone? so high! if not can kill le lor!

so since we all front court kana block. my subset attking spot kana blcok.
my mood was totally dampened...
i lost it.

i told jiayu i back court whack la.
so.. whack whack still can GO over and kanna blcoked!!! so cant kill
last ball.. LAST ball! i backcourt whack liao! still... blocked..

i like mental breakdown le after i lost to dunman
so.. if i got u guys unhappy i'm sorry.
cuz.. i have no idea what to do..
u guys keep saying. think of what to do.
but the thing is.. with my lousy standards now. i am unable to attack. i cant defend spots too far out with them hitting thru our weak blocks( holes)
i cant use my left hand today. no mre strngth.
i cant drop!
i cant do a proper thing.


with all the past events tat i cannot let go up till now.. my heart hurts alot
now. my heart feels totally crushed. pulverised alr

do i still have the fighting spirit to go on?! i don have the height to challenge this defence. i nid to go OVER it.. cause.. ITS a hard brick wall! its super difficult to break thru it!

soon heng. ur tactics are.. i noe alr. I noe what u trying to say. but that needs luck!
u cant expect to hit their fingers all e time ya noe..











i have no choice
god. i plead to u

can someone spot me for the youth olympics?
can someone invite me to a good combine sch?
can someone get me into the national squad?

i really want it bad..
i don wan to make a wrong choice in my life..
cause this is what i chosed.

so please.. help mi..

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Well.. went sch at 11.45. .. sec1's are DJ MAX FREAKS. i am nth special ok. i not god. ask looneh come i think he can win me alr. =D

shuqun.. outta 5sets won 1.
played like 1 and 1/2 sets since junwei off form.
den its like onli 1 backcourt spike
and 1 LEFT HAND SOFT SPIKE DOWN TO 3m MANS WOOT.

ok la. overall injured my hips while trying hard to save thomas once in a bluemoon misscue ball
went to dive that much when i heard last trng. coach: u 3 all got ping. all ping(perservere of something) alot. so i was like. OK LA PING MORE ARH! den piack injured.

tmr vs hwachong! can see tat coachiie! talk to him arhs! =DD

was telling arthur. ARH today u play all ehs. i play abit onli
arthur:" nvm. saturday vs hwachong u can play all u want. " =D NOT exactly happy though
sounds as though my chances of being the 3rdchoice spiker is highhhhhhhh
cuz i sec2 ehs. NO FAIR UHS.

i analyse our Main team alr.. =D i donno correct but i'll name em

JiaYu(Setter)
Fast
Jumper

Jeremy ( Setter)
Active
Good in Diving for the ball ( rolling like a ball XD)

Thomas(Pro Setter and Potential Subsetter)
Alr in National Squad
Silent Setting
Tall build
Left Hander is a rarity

Derrick( Subset )
Fast
Active
Left Hander is a rarity

Casper ( SubSet)
Jumper
Quite Tall

Tee Hao( Center)
Strong Muscle Man
Good Jumper
Strong Spiking

ChiaMeng ( Center )
Fast spiking
Tallness

ChinLeong ( Center )
Tallness
Good blocker

Gary (Center)
Tallness
Jumper
Good spiker

Keith ( Libero )
Good in Critical saves.
Quick Thinker


HERE COMES THE PROBLEM....

Arthur ( Spiker)
The "A" Ball pro among spikers
Very Consistent

Junwei ( Spiker)
Best in receiving receiving among spikers
Good in critical saves

Me (Spiker)
Able to use both hands well among the spikers
Good in critical saves

Which of us will be put as the reserve? ZOMG.
most probably will be me uhs.
How to surpass my 2 senior within.. 1 month?

coach:" UP TILL NOW.. still cannot decide who to put uhs. u see GARY still overseas.. den.. he come back must see his performance again"

Causing no ones centere position to be secure


coach:"Then setter ehs? must see jiayu alr. i soooooo HOPE JIAYU can perform. so i got my IDEAL subset. He blur uhs. must be thomas set alr. den derrick subset. but.. liddat uhs. i don have my ideal subset"

Causing no ones setter and subset position secure

Coach:" aiyarhs. u 3 spikers hors. Height? samesame uhs. TanTiao( Jumping ability) samesame also. so.. well. there's nothing that make anii of u guys outstanding."

Causing no ones spiker position secure

Jialet arhs! HOW?
he say liddat like comforting me sia
i youngest among them.
so considered to have less experience.
EH COACH I PRI SCH PLAY COUNTED ANOT?
6-7 Years Experience EH!?

i really must train much harder den before..
1 month is all i have. 1 month..

thats all for vball

My life!? nth special. WHO WANTS TO GO BOWLIN~~~~~?
or SWIMMING~~~~?
or MOVIEEEEEEEE~~~~?

kana ignored by someone uhs. AGAIN AND AGAIN.

anw. i xiang kai le!
while some ppl overseas.
i thought it thru of what i want now.

cause so stressed
Music?
Vball?
Studies?
Frenships and more?

Well.. which one will be my priorities?

I'm not a showoff. like WOA. I MAKE ALL MY PRIORITIES LA
I CAN TAHAN DE

kapui! NO. cause i saw a show.
u have lotsa path to choose. but u cannot reach the standard of any of them yet.
sooner or later u have to decide.
which one will be the path u will decide.

So...

i've decided alr.
I'm gonna take a gamble
Whichever choice i take is also a gamble.
so.. this is what i choose.

sam. thats what i meant. i decided something between somethings. u'll guess which one is it.

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Test are ending.
Horror is coming.
Everyday is Killing me
Who will come and Save me?

I know i'm not smart like other geekos. who take 1 day or even 1 second before test and are able to memorise all e details perfectly.
I CANT. so i need more time to study. just to catch up to my classmates. but does hard work EVER EVER pay off? i keep asking that to myself day by day

my answer will always be: as long i did my best. thats enough.

But now i have other ideas. O.o Why others try their best. and they are noticed by the Crowds?
They are all nominated for the Olympics or Youth Olympics. The others are just left beside to be EXTRAS. even though they try very hard too.

today
lit- 4/15 for test. see. first step to failure.
hist- aint a fun lesson u noe. but still perservering
maths - cannot tahan. maths still ok. i'm preparing for tomoro's test
chinese- hard work collapsed. i fell asleep alr. 5min i think or 15. nt sure. but juz slept
eng - nair was scolding again. barely did anything. i can rest.. whew.
sci - mrs chan wan us do worksheet. we all got new seating place o.O good eh. got fan smore.

guess thats all. interhouse bball. lost. haiz. thats WHAT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT
how do I, a person who dont like bball and roughness, win agaisnt others, who loveee bball and stays back to play? and even when we lost. people clapped to show i've done well. i noe ppl is trying to comfort us. but. it makes me feel worse somehow.

today. mr ong gave me something to do.
he gimme go for a YOG leadership talk.
reason : gary was supposed to go. as he is capt. and he did not wanna go.
WHY. A person who has more potential den me did not wanna go.
i was elected to go. why? i'm SECOND BEST. and u noe. 2nd is nver reconised. 1st is e most famous. thats the BIGGEST DIFFERENCE.

so those who were going.
Trev(vice capt vball THE ONLY VICE CAPT / Appeal in with No Height & Skills [so vice capt lors])
Crs ( Capt of Netball)
Qihuan ( Capt of Running / Appeal in with Skills)
LoonShin ( Capt of Table Tennis / Appeal in with Skills)
others don kare.

we 2/2 most capt! yet. in interhouse we cant win. diu lian ehs.

i really don't know what i can do to improve myself.
really in a dilema.
Studies - can i catch up?
Sports - can i continue to improve and be the top?

WHAT SHOULD I CHOSE

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kk lets start with...

YESTERDAY

lose to westspring. FCKING FEDUP. lose de reasons?
1st receive. WESTSPRING LEIS. who heard of it? no one!

its a disgrace to me. DIU LIAN can? i'm not a person who likes to lose. so ya plz understand. i have NO one to talk to. so i juz have to type and wait for someone to see.

me. peichun person. went to a sch with weak vball! all of em went to good schlls!!! cathigh.cedar.nanyang.xinmin. me? amk! best was c'boys national 3rd. b'boys 2nd. CANT MY BATCH BREAK DA RECORD?? i hate myself being unlucky. SOOO unlucky.

went home to cry till happy. yep den felt better.


TODAY

Today got more things to say..

LOSE TO VICTORIA. FCKED UP

i don wan insult vballers but i wanna tell u all how i think of my team after we lose.. i don tell ppl white lies to make ppl happy.

They are all good frens. but when it comes to vball...


Chinleong suspend for vulgar. center gone
Nick suspend for s_ _ _ _ spiker gone
Doug.. nver go train? 2nd spiker gone...
AhHan. injury.. don wanna elaborate tat one our 1 and only setter. GONE

so. what are we left with?

SubSet. casp.. somehow i cannot win him in arguements. nvm. heard of a subset who dunno setting skills properly?


Spiker. me i become a person who steal balls cuz i scared others cant receive well. yet i myself made mistakes. i think i'm selfish this way. but i DID GIVE THEM TO RECEIVE. AND WATCH THE BALL FLY OFF... i noe i also at fault. being angry in the match. veryyyyy selfish of me. but i really tried to control myself from crying in e match.


Center. curry STARPLAYER! CAPTAIN! see his performance. deprove alot le.

Den our reserves. or i shuld say. SUPER RESERVES

Setter. Joel he at match. veriii blur. i dunno how to help him. how much comforting wont help

Spiker. jonny. he quite helpful alr. buy quite blur at times. CRUCIAL times

Center. Winston. he sec 1. but den. WHO TEACH HIM SIDESPIN DE I WAN WHACK HIM. he deproved alr.

Libero. Marcus. Ya everyone calls him "cute". okays i get it! a subset from cat high pri! i dunno he no str of sumtink. but he swing hand when receivin. all fly off. i guess what i think is always true. libero's are the worst receivers. =.=

i learnt ALOT from all this losses. yeap. i dunno whether they're correct but i will decide them myself.. let me list them.

-DON swing hand when ball to high. DON EVEN SWING EM.

-Spiking. cannot usefull strength or miss cue easily.

-My left hand is getting stronger.

-Lose alr. cant cry.. [ i wont listen to that. crying make me feel better after that]

-Singing in bus don't really help

-Zi high jumps high [its diff to zi high cuz will no str soon, but useful]

-Team spirit is SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT. [ we don hab team spirit. ]

-Confidence to play is important. NoGuts= lose [ when ball in between ppl. DON SCARED JUZ SHOUT AND GO. whoever who scared de. u ownself noe. i no nid point out. wan argue till win? nvm u'll lose out sooner or later]

-Shouting Boosts your CONFIDENCE [SHOUT "LET GO!" DEN JUZ GO! DON NID SCARED! NO GHOSTS AROUND!]

-1st receive FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT SKILLS.. [EVERYONE must be good in it. i myself good also not enuf. other ppl ownself good. also not enuf. nid everyone]

-losing a setter can cost ur life [ no main setter. u cant set well. u cant spike. u cant win point. tats it]

-Flirt with girls. and u'll get injuries

-If the team don't play well. try ur best to support. if it doesnt work. ur heart noes u hab tried ur best.

-U play at ur best can alr. sooner someone will notice. if they did not notice. this means u're not up to the standard yet(or height)

-Does hard work ever pay off?

-Life still goes on. whether happy or sad. so why not continue be happy?

-Saying "Sorry" "My Fault". don't help. but ya makes the person who says it feel better. yep.


there's still more. i'll add on when i can think of it.




WHAT I HAV BEEN THRU IN DA NATIONALS

-I Neglected my pri sch frens when they ask mi go out [sorry]
-I Neglected my classmates when they ask mi go out too [sorry]
-I was selected for NOMAD as 1 of e characters. and i was pulled out of it [Miss Kong. i wanted to see u personally and tell u sorry cuz i cannot help out. i really liked drama.]
-I could not even help out in NOMAD alr [ i din even do a thing to help, thats why i'm sad]
-I attended EVERY TRAINING If possible.
-Circuit training i did it to the best i can. [yet. miss tan was angry as WHOLE team nagging how tiring it was.]
-I Neglected my relatives that asks me to go for oversea trips [sorry. we'll go at end of year?]
-I even trained my physical at home when i have the time.
-All my tuition. studies revision. I neglected them.Postponed them.Canceled them.Rescheduled them JUZ TO GO FOR MY TRAINING.


and this is my RESULT

4th in SouthZone.
Out in Nationals in 1st round. [ONLY]
Our Bus ride alr very good.
ALL MY HARD WORK.Sweat. had gone to waste.
DOES HARD WORK EVER PAY OFF.

am i juz born unlucky?
am i fated not to do well?

nvm. thats where the song comes. LIFE GOES ON~~~

kk. thats all. haha

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