1st Day of sch
Hahas. nothing much has changed eh
all the same usual day it is
Well
once again.
mom gimme those usual "scoldings"
oh wait she'll say she's just talking.
and i cant retort back
cos why?
i'll definitely lose. cmon how can a kid overtalk the parents? if u do, they'll whack u or something right?
then they babooom u alr, they still expect u to stay happy?
come on, I CANT EVEN SHOW A LIL SADNESS?
ok i'll hide it. i became emotionless if u want it so much.
and whenever u talk to me i learn to be emotionless to prevent harm to myself.
and what now. u say you dont understand me and u're trying to do so.
but i dont think u are. i dont know.
probably being on msn is also a problem, thats because i interact with my friends MORE than my parents(?) and thats a problem for them i guess.
probaly facebook-ing and gaming is a problem, cos i liddat not focusing on studies. yea i can agree but don say till like i bann from it yea?
oh listening to musics from laptop also cannot.
thats because they say i'm GAMING.
isnt that great?
this goes back to the first point, whats a laptop for? what did you say the laptop is for?
alrights, then i go do homework and revise,
wow.. and the problem goes on and on.
i dont have 48 hours a day, i cant do everything i want,
i probably cant have the best of both worlds, but i am trying okays?
u treat it as though i'm not putting in effort and u're putting every single inch of ur effort.
how do i trust ur solutions to problems when 3 out of 5 times are wrong??
how do i trust ur solutions to problems when mine were actually correct until u changed it?
have i placed my trust wrongly?
whats the point giving a glass without water?
whats the point giving u a no battery phone without a charger?
whats the point giving u a fully charged phone without a plan?
whats the point giving me the answer without a question?
whats the point giving me a car without a lisence?
whats the point giving me a room but telling me not to stay in it?
whats the point giving me a choice when u have already decided?
WHATS THE POINT?
i dont see a reason why..
but life still goes on as per normal. so i have to live it well. =)
i must be here alive for a reason.
tsk. posting this. parents called me out 5-6 times alr.
guess i better go or deja vu.
material goods arent everything.
Labels: My Impt Lessons Of My Life
Monday, January 4, 2010 ; 3:38 AM